liver bersama-sama. ayuh!

salah expression ( adoi )

saye patah hati kali ke-88. ok tipu. kali ke-188. ok tak kelakar. grrr!

' sacrifices are nothing '

tapi yg pasti saye tlh putus cinta. saye telah pun berkabung (ke bergabung?) selame smggu lebih meratap nasib saye. saket hati sgt tak ingat dunie. wuwuuu...

' If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it. '

(masih bertukang untuk meng'build' bridge ini)

' No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends. '

slps berjumpe rakan-rakan yg sgt menenangkan hati (yang same2 beronggeng) ke'berkabung'an itu semakin dah tak best. tak lupe juge kpd cik sasya (klik sini ) yang ada bersame saye ketika kejadian berlaku, telah memberi kate2 motivasi yg sgt bernas. kpd kwn2 yg jaoh, tunggu saje cerita ini tersebar. ;p

kpd kawan2 yang memaki hamun, itu sgt tak membantu. even bkn pasal ini, namun ia tetap berbekas di hati, sebagai tatoo ' tak nak rapat sgt dah '.

terime kasih wahai shbt2 saye. walaupun tlh melihat kebuduhan dan kebutaan saye, masih setia mengambil tahu, lgsg mengambil iktibar. ok sumpah poyo. haha...

tp really thankful. seriously!

nak type psl ni pn ari ni baru saye berkemampuan. terima kasih air mate kerane obey dgn arahan otak. kalo tak, nescaye bertasek madu lah mate hambe sehingge kekaburan skrin. huhu...

' Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart. '

last skali, doa saye, muge2 tak ada org akan rase ape yg saye rase skg. cukuplah saye seorang dlm dunie ini.

peace! (jejake2 sile letakkan contact number di kumen utk merawat kelukaan ini. ;p)

kejap kejap.

nanges sbb lemah ke...
lemah sbb nanges...

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(woho.. rajin pulak buat corak2. hehe...)

i know her.

Girls. You never know what they're going to think.

I want to be the girl...

that laughs out loud in the middle of public over something so pointless that no one else thought was funny...

only to give everyone a reason to love her more

I want to be the girl that was such a little tomboy when she was younger that all the boys wanted to be around her because they thought she was so amazing and then she got older to be one of the most gorgeous popular girls in school...

only to give the boys a reason to still think she's absolutely amazing

I just want to be this girl.

And then i looked in the mirror and said to myself...

No, I want to be this girl right here.

sometimes, people put walls up, not to keep people out, but too see who loves them enough to break through them!

2nd chance.

" no second chance?"

do people deserve second chance?

is it worth?
or worthless?

but then, they will beg for the third chance...
and chances...

tau tak?

ada untung dan rugi nye jd aku. untung jd aku bile org nampak aku bhgie. rugi jd aku bile aku sendiri tak tahu ape definisi bhgie. untung jd aku bile org nmpk aku cool je. rugi jd aku bile sebenarnye aku burning inside. untung jd aku bile org nmpk aku bersedia utk incoming days. rugi jd aku bile aku still living in the past. untung jd aku bile org nampak aku kuat. rugi jd aku bile aku sebenarnye bajet kuat. untung jadi aku bile aku jenis tak kisah. rugi jd aku bile kdg2 aku mkn hati. untung jd aku bile org ingat aku normal. rugi jd aku bile aku gile. untung jd aku bile aku suke gelak. rugi jd aku bile gelak nak sorok derita.

untung jadi aku sbb aku ada family dan kwn2. rugi jadi aku sbb aku still makhluk asyik berdosa.

I'm not as strong as I seem
I cry really easily
My friends are my world
I'm scared of being alone
I'm not perfect
I fall pretty fast
One guy can be my everything

I'm just trying to find myself in this world.

oh lelaki!

"..all i want is for one guy to prove to me that they arent all the same.."

Tolonglah faham bahawa:
Perempuan amat mementingkan kasih sayang. Bagi mereka, ia suatu realiti kehidupan yang tiada noktahnya. Itulah salah satu tujuan hidupnya. Itulah salah satu matlamat yang akan dicapai. Perempuan meletakkan kasih sayang sebagai bukti kebahagiaan hidupnya. Perempuan akan menganggap lelaki tidak menyintai mereka jika lelaki tidak memberi tumpuan sepenuhnya. Perempuan menganggap cinta itu sebagai satu tanggungjawab dan berusaha melaksanakannya sebaik mungkin. Mereka menjadi “pengawal” cinta.

Tolonglah faham bahawa:
Perempuan amat mementingkan masa. Masa bersama pasangan menjadi amat penting bukan kerana ingin mengawal tetapi kerana ingin membantu. Apabila lelaki lupa akan masa dan tarikh tertentu yang istemewa, perempuan akan menganggap lelaki tidak peka, tidak prihatin dan tidak mahu menyemarakkan kasih sayang. Setiap hari perempuan mengharapkan lelaki membuktikan kasih sayang kepada mereka.

Tolonglah faham bahawa:
Perempuan ingin merasa selamat. Mereka inginkan rasa tenang dan yakin dalam hubungan dengan lelaki. Untuk rasa selamat, perempuan sentiasa mengharapkan kasih dan sayang kepada dirinya semakin bertambah. Rasa tidak selamat akan pulih dengan cepat jika lelaki sentiasa memberi jaminan akan rasa cinta dan keprihatinan. Jika perempuan memperlihatkan sikap dingin atau marah, jangan mudah membuat andaian tentang perasaannya itu. Mungkin dia hanya rasa bimbang. Atau dengan kata lain, tidak merasa selamat dengan diri sendiri dan hubungan cintanya.

Tolonglah faham bahawa:
Perempuan mahu dirinya dihargai. Mereka mahu membuktikan kemampuan menjadikan lelaki lebih bahagia. Mereka mahu lelaki menunjukkan penghargaan melalui tingkahlaku dan ucapan. Mereka merasa lebih dihargai jika lelaki menunjukan bahawa dirinya adalah keutamaan dan menghargai kebahagiaannya. Lebih bahagia apabila lelaki menunjukkan bahawa diri mereka (perempuan) amat diperlukan. Perempuan akan merasa tidak dihargai jika lelaki tidak meminta bantuannya jika menghadapi masalah.Setiap hari mereka berharap sesuatu yang lebih baik dari lelaki. Setiap hari mereka mahu rasa dihargai. Jika bukan sekarang, bila lagi?

Ramai lelaki yang percaya bahawa:
Perempuan tidak pernah merasa puas dengan apa yang ada.
Perempuan mempunyai selera dan citarasa yang amat tinggi.
Perempuan sentiasa mahu mengawal lelaki.
Perempuan sangat cemburu.
Perempuan terlalu emosional.
Perempuan yang berdikari dan kompetent tidak perlu dibantu.
Perempuan merampas kebebasan lelaki.

Lelaki, kepercayan-kepercayaan ini perlu ‘dinilai semula’ kerana semuanya itu amat tidak disenangi oleh perempuan!

Perempuan: Ada ketikanya tampak sangat kuat dan berupaya. Ada ketikanya juga tampak begitu rapuh dan hilang keyakinan dan keupayaannya.

Kenapa ada ketikannya perempuan tampak bagaikan permaisuri penuh berkuasa dan ada ketikanya tampak seperti anak kecil yang mentah dan tidak berdaya.

(ok icon tiada kaitan. haha...)

better in time.

My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.


I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him. I mean... what other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am... I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me... I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... when he lied to me... and I hated him... why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.

i'm not so broken yet.

happy father's day.

"endless love..."

What Is A Father?

F= forever with his family
A= always there for you no matter what
T= the only one who's there
H= he's my hero till the end
E= encouraging in everything i do
R= really the only one...no one can beat him he's the best!!!

What Is A Dad?

A dad is someone who
wants to catch you before you fall
but instead picks you up,
brushes you off,
and lets you try again.

A dad is someone who
wants to keep you from making mistakes
but instead lets you find your own way,
even though his heart breaks in silence
when you get hurt.

A dad is someone who
holds you when you cry,
scolds you when you break the rules,
shines with pride when you succeed,
and has faith in you even when you fail...

actually theres no difference between father and dad... he's someone's hero

Dad - Ask him when Mom says no. ;p

happy mother's day

"love never end"

"M" is for the million things she gave me,

"O" means only that she's growing old,

"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,

"H" is for her heart of purest gold,

"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,

"R" means right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER,"A word that means the world to me.

IBU i just want to let u know that everyday i thank ALLAH for blessing me with a mother like u and if i had one wish i would wish that everyone else would atleast have a mom half as wonderful as u are...

ur not just my mom but one of my best friends.

i love how u understand me and i can come to u for advice thank you for always being here for me i appreciate all that u give me.

i love you

Trusts

How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust, My heart is empty, Its cold as ice, As it reach to break, It leaks out of water, That water drips and slips away, That trust, That moment, All within those you have broken, You have to work your trust with me, You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again, You have to repair that broken trust, You have to work hard, That don’t mean be hateful towards me, Just show me that I can trust you once more. people ask me why it's so hard to trust people, and i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise. it's not really me who wrote this. but it's just exactly what i really feel now.